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( Read more... ) New Years Eve 2004 Pictures
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| my life in one quick breath |
[12 Jun 2004|06:30pm] |
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The last week has been good-ish, even though i hadn't seen the boy much due to his over-time mania at work.
On wednesday i drove over to beths in huddersfield, this is the day after she left the house for good :(
it was really nice seein her, am gonna miss her so much :(
we chilled out at the flush and at the sports club. I met some of her friends and it was nice. Whenever i go to small towns like robert-town and leamington, i totally feel out of place,like paris hilton when she went to the country with nicole richie..
im a city girl through and through.
Next day went back to leeds, that night saw amy and i sharing red wine on the step, then taking our time getting ready.
went over to amandas bbq, live jazz band, fit guys.
amy and i decided to fuck town off and stayed there. This was till the police came and closed it off. So everyone went inside, and it became dull after that cos there were no music, amanda was havin a barny that the police would come back..etc etc
so we left and spotted a house party on the road before ours, went in.
Stole wine off girls when they werent looking, blagged a few pills , mc's were doin there thing that is till i had a go and ruined it all! hehe* i try..
there till 8.30am, was gonna go to alton towers with the lads but decided we ouldnt last.
Got home.listened to music then had a rubbish nights sleep cos i was totally on edge.Boy came round and was totaly pissed off at me for not callin to sleep at his the night before, had total massive argument, like im supposed to mind read or somethin.
je left to go back home, which sucks cos this is our last wkend before i go home for summer.
decided day was gonna be a fuck up so amy and iwent back to bed for two hours which we SO needed. lara came round at about 5ish, we chilled out+watched neighbours.
11pm went to arc for dinner and wine.
met up with guys from number 8, did pans, much singins of aquas barbie girl, and much play fighting till 4am on streets, living rooms and takeaways,had water fight at night,richie and james stayed over, finally conked out to poor early morning t.v about 5am.
but under all this time when i think i have no time to think, but even five seconds alone can make my mind whirl with everythought possible.
the term has finished and people are leaving, people i've always felt safe with, to push my little paranoid head along, all these familiar faces are goin and everyones moving and new people coming. i just dont think i like it. i want everything to stay exactly the same way. i dont think i like change like this.
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THIS WEEKEND WAS SO F.U.C.K.I.N.G AMAZING *GUSHES*( Read more... )
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| baby love is drunk |
[10 Feb 2004|11:30am] |
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last night, my second attempt to cook.
It was rubbish. I tried to make lamb chops in a red wine and onion sauce. Homemade mash with cream and milk. and a prawn cocktail for starters and strawberries and cream for desert. WEll... everything was fine till i gave him his starters and he said he couldnt eat it cos he doesnt like mayo, FUCK ety fuck! i totally forgot. SO i pretended like i wasnt offended when really i shoulda remmebered. He ate all the rest and we all inc my housemates watched celeb get me out of here.
tho yesterday day i did buy some fuck ass shoes from shuh, drools*
gonna go now, lj has lost its appeal this mornin..
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[24 Jan 2004|11:08pm] |
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It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
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| like life was THAT easy baby |
[11 Jan 2004|02:44am] |
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So last night saw the girlies and i dressed up to nines, drinking and cavorting like there was a shortage. After much rushing of the usual "which top/ heels/ eye shadow"- we finally pushed our asses into a taxi and headed into town. Stopped into risa where we drunk pints ,sugary alcopops and g+t's, demanded the dj to play 'milkshake', argued with some vagabond about who was sat where first, group photo-ed with a bunch of look-like-there-fifteen lads. I drunk heavily and quickly, we moved onto tiger tiger where kate and i chatted for ages about the potential disasters of holidays+boys. After much stumbling to and fro of the toilets we made it into life cafe to see the boy hard at work. Uber sexeh in his shirt, he looked soo handsome. It was hard to see him cept not be able to molest him! anted him so bad. Made mental note to rip his clothes to pieces. Danced for him to milkshake *finally! whilst he watched behind the bar, but after much group hugging of the sorts ,and after too much money spent we went to the iranian cafe and scrammed on food before hitting the dance floor in townhouse across town, cooing over body beat dancers, giving men the wrong impressions just by saying i liked there jacket (it reminded me of my boys!!) but denied all the offerings of drink and informed them all 'i could bloody well buy my own'. felt great satisfaction in sayin that.Gushed to Emma and Jamie in taxi for ages about everything and amy's unability to not have sex once in a while,got home at reasonable time 3ish, and collapsed in bed. Amy bought lad home, i proceeded with the "who-the-fuck-are-you" speech. Ate his pizza then went to bed.
xxxxx
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| "i want it nooooww, i want it nooooooooow"! |
[30 Dec 2003|06:49pm] |
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another blah day,
last night i stayed up till god-awful hour reading valley.o.t.d's and had some cough medicine which not only relieves my cough but helps me sleep. Baah two birds with one stone! please don't imagine me with a bottle of cough medicine on my own on new years eve. *shakes head* nada!!
woke up at reasonable time to drink tea and reading of book again. then i fell back asleep. Woke up and got ready for 'hopefully' seeing of boyness in leeds, he texted late last nite sayin he didnt have to work tonight, i was gonna drive up *fingers crossed i wouldn't get tired so easily driving and fall asleep* but the boy slept till silly o'clock as he works till3am, and had to work apparently so that was out of the question. now i'm bored.bored.bored. even my so called best friend is also being a lazy bum *snarf!*
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| 4a.m ice cream break. |
[24 Dec 2003|04:03am] |
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4am. craved ice cream. came down to get it.
i've been reading Valley of the Dolls for an hour now and my back hurts, i've been lying on my stomach ,arching it up and now it aches. i occasionally stopped reading to rest my head on the pillow and think about where to go on holiday with the boy, whether i've forgotten what he tastes like and all the one other million plans i have for myself...theboy theboy theboy.
i want to go see LOTR..:(
now im gonna go read some more, it's getting to the good bit, anne cant tell allen that she doesn't want to marry him and shes making a name for herself in new.york. if only life was this interesting...
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| it's christmasssssssssssss!! |
[03 Dec 2003|11:15am] |
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This mornin found my house, half deranged from sleep singing at the top of our voices to bad morning songs.Everyone was put in an amazig mood and caused some bad driving on my behalf with amy boncing off the inside of my car! We sung to the darkness christmas song badly ^_^ Made it in to a boring lecture on italian art,then realised the aftenoon class was cancelled for research purposes,so instead of fucking off home have managed to retrieve every single historical fashion book from the library! hehe* they weigh a tonne but hey* Gonna go meet amy for some light proper chrimbo shoppin. Have decided what im gonna get the boy but must start with organisation of it! need to get sarababe/brother(s)/mum+dad/milo's prezzies! housemates + coursemates are after chrimbo! which does take a little weight off! right!...gotta do some internet research...
ps. really looking forward to my birthday :) :)
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| "I think i'm gonna leave right now..before i fall any deeper" |
[01 Dec 2003|10:25am] |
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Last night i had to give the pubage a miss due to recovering of hardkore ness at the techno night. Have not slept at all , had to stay up all night to do my work and even then i was late! Managed to finish it anyho so i can safely forget about it for now. My hoUSemates and my boy came back about half12 and all ran into my room dancing and being generally drunk! He cuddled me and said he missed me and that i was his moth girl. Beth held my hand and reasurred me that it'd be okay....not sure what about. i so needed to distraction, but found myself being distracted rather easily with the boy and my housemates having really interesting conversations in the front room and having a smokE. grr** So i joined them ,lured the boy into my room for pure HOTSTUFF!* Then retreated back to work after he left! All the girls eventually retired at about 2am, shit faced stoned. Tuts* women!
Now i'm gonna go give lizzie a lift and then im going back home. to. bed. Im going to put my comfy pj's on + my oldskool top on and then i have a night worth of sleep to catch up on.
I think i might go out to play tonight. gee* when does it ever stop..
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[30 Nov 2003|08:25pm] |
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last night-
leeds west indian center.
went to natalies.
got a bit drunk.
went to cabbage (techno/psy trance night) .
there were 9 of us.
freak circus outfit and stomper boots.
uv paint down my legs to look like stockings.
red lips.
friendly people painting me.
got utterly monged out.
remmembered loads of people.
nat and i gushing to each other about how much we liked each other.
cheap headcandy.
chill out room.
herbal tea.
stroking-ness by friends.
lovley people.
we all went back to owner of cyberdogs house.
he had nice toilets.really nice.
i left. went home.
slept .
went to toilet every five seconds!!
woke up.
went back to sleep.
now im awake i've gotta do work :( grumbles*
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| i miss. |
[25 Nov 2003|01:14pm] |
i miss headcharge so much.
i miss getting so wasted i cant talk
i miss friendly people on drugs
i miss dancing to techno
i miss free parties in disused warehouses
i miss free things of all sorts!
i have bad bad period pains :(
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| this is what im supposed to be- |
[14 Nov 2003|01:47pm] |
stolen from cyberkitty
DECEMBER: ME-
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
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| little girl |
[09 Nov 2003|01:40pm] |
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"It is the reliving of her childhood,
she's unafraid to dream beyond the mirror into
a world that has no boundaries and concept of time"-
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| Revenge is a sweet thing |
[09 Nov 2003|02:46am] |
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yes, YOU people should bid on my shoos becos i'm a Veh poor bunny! I will have only ever used them ONCE and that woulda been indoors! *huffs*
HOT HOT HOT
lalala...
i have a really bad sore throat/cough, that mean ole' emma gave me her diseases!
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| expensive lies, expensive taste, oh how she longs for your embrace |
[08 Nov 2003|06:44pm] |
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i'm going on the salon this tuesday, watch out for me. hopefully. i shall be getting long extensions in and i shall look girlie *nods*.
am feeling nervous about it, ALSO for the photo shoot in two weeks. Have done a few for my house8's. V.v scared,but gagging for it!!
i shallbefamousonedayOHyesiwill.
just want to be in bed with the boy *nuzzles head into his chest if he were*.
i miss sazzledolly
i want to be in bed dreaming
i'm not hungry
i'm excited
i'm scared
i'm sniffley
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| crazzzzy shake |
[06 Nov 2003|10:48am] |
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God it seems a day can't go by without something insane on the horizon. Last night saw the girls+boys indulge in a night of passionate ,alcoholic consumption. We went on a pub crawl and later on went to meet my coursemates at the library pub before goin to hyde park to watch fireworks, to wave sparklers in peoples faces and dance round naked round bonfires. We found a fair and Mandie and i went on the 'crazy shake' which was a large circle and spun round uncontrollably, jolting very-so-often. We pissed ourselves so mucha and half way through decided to jump into the middle. I rolled round all over the show and knocked my head on the side, i'm pretty sure i gained mild concussion alongside with my drunkyard antics. The ride-operators stopped it and told "them two girls to GET UP NOW". We got back to our seat but it was no-way near as fun. We ate candyfloss and i stole lots lizzies chips and i won a goldfish which i happily names 'crazy shake'. I want to go again tonight but not sure if money will prevail. *sighs* Think i'm gettin the 'sickness' again. Feel rough eveymorning, much necking of neurofen every five hours to prevent my overwhelming headcache re-appearing. Miss the boy lots, hadn't spent much time with him for two days ish. Finally booked a date for mny shoot. eeeeek *v.v nervous*
xxxx
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[30 Oct 2003|12:12pm] |
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Just had my tutorial, a sleepy bunny was awoken super early by a jess who said i could be fitted in before lunch as i'd missed it earlier the week. Carolines lovley, she makes me feel better about my flu setback of work and stoof. OMG i've got 4days to do this presentation and i won't have time,i gotta:
*dragging pete to go buy lots of haloween decorations for tomorrows party (my Housemates have been generous and have given £10 each, a total of £30!) woo-hoo! i'm gonna buy black crepe paper,glow in the dark things, pumpkin shaped novelties, fake spiderwebs and then i gotta help emma and amy find DEAD 'host' outfits!! T'WILL be soo much fun!
*go home see my family
maybe if i don't stay out late tonight then i can do some work, hmmm
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